Tuesday, November 10, 2015

It's been so long..

I tried to be positive, to stop thinking about it. but as much as I tried to convince myself and others that I am a bigger person now.. I failed. It's useless for my friends, my companions, or whoever it is, to continue repeating that I'm gorgeous, that "I'm fine the way I am", I don't believe in what they say and I also don't care. It's not their judgment that changes my behavior towards myself. I've always hated myself, and their stupid occasional words won't change a thing about my way of thinking. I may have stopped complaining about this, but it never left my mind.

They can also be quiet and watch or listen more. Maybe, most often, we do not realize that the people around us have so much to tell, but for fear of being judged they keep everything for themselves.